Everytime I get out of bed and stand up i literally cringe. I feel much heavier and I fear the pelvic pain has returned. I know alot of this is probably because the baby is getting bigger, but it always makes me wonder if weird things are going on inside of me and that my sneaky little cervix isnt cooperating.

New favorite quote from my morning visit with the drs: "we'll see you in the morning..just keep gestating"
-lovely

I also love that every single morning, even though theyve said it over and over...they continue to ask me " is your cerivix staying put?" I was amazed when i was laying here half dazed at 5:30 am and this comeback came to my brain: "oh i dont know...you guys are the ones with the camera dildo" and no, i didnt let this come out of my mouth...but someday...just someday, i would love to say it just to see how they would react. ( but no worries...we all know i would never have the courage)

mom and daniel came to visit today. they brought me chipotle for lunch which was pretty exciting. Mike is up near chicago running the warrior dash today with some of our friends. if you havent heard of it, this web site will help give you an idea:.http://www.warriordash.com/..its hilarious and awesome. I totally wish i could have gone to watch. I guess they all get warrior helmets and beer and run through fire...sounds awesome..haha

thats all for now...

~i radio heaven
i get mixed signals
i move the antenna
i switch the channels
i lie in this bed
my satellite dish
is there room in the universe
for one last wish~
-over the rhine