What a beautiful sunday! We have made it 25 weeks and im amazed at how much has changed in a week! I honestly wake up every morning and the first thing I do is thank God for another day in the hospital. If im still in the hospital it means Im still pregnant...and thats something i really want right now.

I find myself calling on God alot...At night before i fall asleep I usually put on some music for evie to hear and just start to cry...not really crying for bad reasons. I just seem to get caught up in the moment. I just realize that i have no control and that i have to allow time to play out...and I ask God to take control. There is something very moving about surrendering yourself like that. My views of God have changed over the years and even though i dont hold many of the traditional christian beliefs that i once did, Its hard to ignore the peace and power of prayer.

They moved me back over to 2 south yesterday evening. Even though the room is smaller, i like it over here much better. I did have some wonderful nurses in icu that im very thankful for. Its weird...the people here become such a huge part of your life for a while...theyre like your family.When my drs came in this morning to ask how i was doing i made it a point to let them know how much i appreciate this place...and since it IS me, i kinda went on and on..haha.

Mike thinks Im starting to lose it a little more every day. He says I keep telling him the same things over and over, and im pretty sure hese right. Not that much excitement happens in my day so when something little happens, i cling to it..and i tend to talk about it alot. haha...oh sigh.

I did get approval for wheelchair rides yesterday!!! Mikey wheeled me downstairs to this pretty little cafe area with lots of plants and we ate ice cream....fantastic!!! We tried to sit outside but it was soooo hot!

well my breakfast should be here soon so im gonna try to find something on tv to watch and zone out for a bit...I think some friends are coming over tonight to help us celebrate 25 weeks...think we might make this a regular sunday event! :)